| Sunday, January 8th, 2006 |
| 1:26 pm |
"i cant believe we even got this far"
"send me to bed.........my heads drowning out.........the thick and blury sounds of horses on the highway..........the days are running down and im drowning out.............the overwhelming sounds...........semd me to bed............and tap out the lamp........in the dark the colors fraile......to the shades of grey and lilac.........but the cities fireflies........watch the birds who will fly...........like an overwhelming sound...........i must be drowning out..........the roar of the engines.........as they escape into night......the stillness of laughter............the long last strands of our lives...............they dripped out the window..........they dripped out to sea........and then i will fall asleep...........to an overwhelming sound............." |
| Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005 |
| 1:31 pm |
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| Thursday, September 29th, 2005 |
| 3:43 pm |
i have come to the conclusion that everytime we close our eyes will be the best time of our pathetic little lives, it goes along with complete isolation, when a person might ask himself, is this really worth it? Current Mood: broken |
| Sunday, September 25th, 2005 |
| 2:46 am |
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| Sunday, September 18th, 2005 |
| 6:14 pm |
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| Saturday, September 10th, 2005 |
| 2:19 am |
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| Wednesday, August 17th, 2005 |
| 1:40 am |
feeling like shit.....i guess everything seems to repeat itself somehow |
| Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005 |
| 5:36 pm |
the frustration sets in..... |
| Saturday, July 30th, 2005 |
| 5:21 pm |
hey
its crazy.......i have been workin a lot lately, too much i have a day off tomorrow though, i think im just going to relax and not really do much, i have been partying alot and feel drained, so its kinda late and i think i want to sleep so to anyone who reads this goodnight p.s. jess, text me now! |
| 3:25 pm |
well these last couple days, talking to Jess a lot has been great........ last night at work was kind of weird cause of a certain factor. |
| Sunday, July 17th, 2005 |
| 12:30 pm |
lalala lalala
so its like 130 and i am fucked up are at least i think, so it was fun the other night, me and jess wrote a lovely little story, i talked to her like all day the other day it was nice, apparently i fell asleep on the phone which is crazy cause yea i really like talking to her, i dont really know how she feels i dont really get any of the little relationship we have, sometimes i feel so close to her but other times i feel so distant, it weird cause she doesnt live here and i know where she lives there are alot of guys who like her so why doesnt she just start seeing them instead of this whole complicated mess, its kinda hard to cause maybe she does like those guys and really just doesnt say, or maybe im thinking about this whole thing to much. so i guess im gonna go to sleep now.......or maybe drive myself crazy thinking about things either way will work Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: chin up chin up pillage the village |
| Saturday, July 9th, 2005 |
| 4:19 pm |
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| Friday, July 8th, 2005 |
| 6:01 pm |
do i ever cross your mind?...... Current Music: ratatat-cherry |
| Thursday, July 7th, 2005 |
| 10:43 am |
all around good night tonight...... Current Mood:  calmCurrent Music: modest mouse |
| Wednesday, July 6th, 2005 |
| 5:15 am |
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| Monday, July 4th, 2005 |
| 4:09 pm |
i feel sick or maybe its all in my head Current Music: anything anything, masters of the hemisphere |
| Saturday, July 2nd, 2005 |
| 6:13 pm |
hey.... Current Mood:  coldCurrent Music: motion city soundtrack |
| Saturday, June 25th, 2005 |
| 12:32 pm |
so here i am, i dont know whats going on anymore, i feel horrible inside, i think im going to look for a new job i no longer want to be around music, i feel that i have lost something close a special bond. when anyone was ever a little kid do you remember pretending to be invisible so the "bad guys" couldnt get you or you could just hide from anything that could hurt you? it sucks were not little kids anymore and it sucks we cant pretend. Current Mood: hurtCurrent Music: millincollin-the ballad |
| Thursday, June 23rd, 2005 |
| 2:49 am |
im so scared of what your saying
hey..........jess i miss you, im sorry we dont talk, i know how you feel and im being an asshole, i can understand why you deleted your journal and whatnot, maybe things could change...............hopefully for the better..........lately i dont know what has been going on( i feel so stupid writing in this journal) i feel stupid for being led on....i cant keep doing this.....i think i may move to new york, i would be nice to start over brand new and meet a whole bunch of new people who know nothing about me, i would almost be perfect,the more i think of things the more i want to selfmedicate (if anyone knows what that means) i feel so fucking bad about everything, i dont know what to do Current Mood: strung outCurrent Music: pinback |
| Tuesday, June 21st, 2005 |
| 1:26 pm |
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